assalamualaikum
saja je kali ni rasa nak tulis pasal life updates and beberapa goals yang dikejar kejar tapi belum dicapai. ini more to mmg life items yang sedang diusahakan, ongoing-- tapi belum sampai ke garisan penamat. kiranya sempena dah habis the first half of the year ni, nak check la resolutions tahun baru dah progress sejauh mana kan cehh. sanity check sikit.
1. nak sambung belajar postgraduate
i suka betul tengok ada a few of my friends yang tgh sambung masters/phd sekarang. very inspirational. sebenarnya kalau tengok diary lama lama zaman remaja, i plan nak sambung masters after degree and get married at 28. by then tu expecting dah ada postgrad cert and dah kerja juga. tapi allah lebih mengetahui, betul la lecturers cakap, once dah kerja tu susah nak get in the mood untuk belajar balik. i ada je buat researches and bookmark some admissions info untuk sambung masters tapi itulah, hati tak kesitu lagi. masih beristikharah dan berplotting pros and cons nak sambung belajar ni.
thing is, psl sambung belajar ni mmg i banyak fikir and observe around. in my development team, tak ramai pun yang ada postgrad cert tapi semuanya sangat mahir dgn skills masing2. environment plays a big role la. i feel like in my line of work, i need skills cert more than academic certs so i always enroll in short courses online. i pula nak kerja technical field, to stay as a developer and i feel like i learn more programming skills by doing hands on work. nak kejar gaji and pangkat gituh ahaha. i think that bias in judgement tends to gravitate me more towards focusing on work sbb mmg hands on coding, getting my hands dirty by developing digital products to release in the real world. tapi impian tetap impian, one day bila masa dah sesuai, family is settling down and i can use company's scholarship untuk biaya my postgrad studies, i'll jump suit. mmg plan nak sambung postgrad ni under scholarship pun. mmg tak mau bayar sendiri kekeke.
2. nak pergi concert mayday parade
so i am a big fan of mayday parade. in 2019, there was this concert that was happening in taylor's lakeside campus for only rm99. it happened in april of 2019, and it was not a semester break or anything and i was in china. see how the luck was not on my side? what are the chances that me, a malaysian yang tak pernah keluar negara, was out of the country exactly when the concert of my favorite band hosted in malaysia, kuala lumpur, so easily reachable. what are the odds!!! dah la harga mampu milik. aduh tak ada rezeki betul
dekat gila kot!!!!!!
3. nak pergi real honeymoon
dari awal kahwin kami berdua plan nak pergi honeymoon ke somewhere romantic, overseas la konon. we already budgeted for it tapi sebab kahwin waktu pkp, dan pkp lagi dan lagi dan lagi maka tak pergi pergi la honeymoon nya. pergi staycation ke kl pergi bird park je to officiate the honeymoon thing haha. ada satu kali tu we are already almost planning to go, but then we read about the quarantine rules, the covid tests, too much money involved so we cancelled our niat again. fuhh tak apalah asalkan dimanja suami dirumah hari hari terasa macam honeymoon tibahh!
4. nak master backend development
so di awal kemunculan i dalam bidang pengkodingan ini, i nak jadi front end developer je. maksudnya i nak code design je. design tak mau juga, memang nak code ui je. tapi setelah mengumpul pengalaman berkerja, membanting tulang dan meruap peluh di muka coding hari hari, i rasa backend is not all that bad, not all that hard and very interesting. malah, dgn pekerjaan ini la i diberi peluang untuk create api, services, controllers dan guna guna database sikit. selama ni main dengan SQL je, ni first time pakai mongodb aggregation dan rasa tertarik. so i'm planning to slowly take some online courses related to backend juga dan betul2 boleh jadi full stack nih haha.
i also would like to understand more about servers la basically. skrg tgh belajar frontend state management. pun menarik. 5 more years to be an all rounder then sell myself for 5 digits salary ahaks! hustle~~~
5. purge my closet
i really wanna lose some of my clothes sbb dah banyak sampai kena letak dalam beg ikea sebab laci tak muat haha. and also i dah outgrown some of them, and i have grow out of interest in the style of the clothes. while purging, i also nak tengok which pants need hemming. i also nak buy some new ones juga so ini adalah perkara yang perlu dibuat secepatnya!
6. revamp my online portfolio
earlier this year or end of last year i deployed my online portfolio on github pages tapi i dah lama tak update. i am thinking of redesigning and maybe linking to some professional blog posts. am also thinking of adding more personal projects in the portfolio section with a link to use case. i also want to make my portfolio more convincing for potential employers mcm they look at my linkedin, then i link them to my site then they see my skills in action mcm tu!
inspiration of my next portfolio
7. upgrade my phone
currently i'm using the iPhone 8 plus. honestly nothing is wrong with it yet, not lagged, no unsupported apps. basically still in excellent condition. cumanya i don't love the body of my phone. i suka the thick frame of iphone 12 and above so i'm looking to upgrade for the design. i really don't mind much about the camera ke apa, i suka the chip of the newer iphones. i spent more time on my macbook tho so even if i would want to upgrade my phone, dia tak pernah jadi my top priority. tengoklah kalau ada rezeki bonus next year ahaks!
8. nak beli island
terkejut tak noks mak nak beli island? hahaha. i didn't mean to buy the pulau, bukannya i ni sekaya gu jun pyo ahaks. i wanna buy a kitchen island, mainly sebab i need bigger counter space untuk masak masak. kalau counter space kecil, mcm tak syiok! i suka bila nak letak mangkuk kecil2 untuk prep bahan and ada space untuk semua tu. i tak risau sbb i rajin cuci pinggan ahaks!
dapat dah beli ni yeay!
9. yang terakhir sekali ialah nak kurus!
so shamelessly i've been gaining weight this year, mostly because i have to admit i tak jaga makan and i would very much like to blame on work and stress that stems from it HAHA. i think i will start my weight loss journey balik tahun depan kot, tahun ni from now until december mcm dah penuh agenda. tak sempat nak fikir diet. harap harap la diri ini boleh control nafsu makan. tak sanggup nak tengok cermin dah ni!
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